[YourNameHere] is stupid.

Why do I have this blog?
No.. not for ranting rubbish.
I made this blog for a reason, obviously.
I want at least a few of my closest friends to know most of things I truly feel.
Back in my other blog, I didn't really want to put everything down as I may offend people.
When I first started this blog, I only had a single goal in mind.
It is to tell people that I am close with what really happened between me and her.
Once they know I like someone else they all will think of me as a bloody jerk, just like what Siewkeng said.
I just want to clear up the mess, I just dun want to be labeled jerk, but just better than jerk.
It's my fault for starting the relationship.
We started because she wanted to forget someone.
She ask me one day that what can she do if she wants to forget someone, and is it really true that if she get a guy she will forget the other?
So I just replied, well, maybe.
It's stupid of me by saying if you need help tell me.
And we were together.. idiot right?
Well she completely forget that guy, which was a good thing.
My intentions were only to get her to forget that guy like she wanted to.
I also wanted to forget someone.
I also realised that she always been very sensitive and sometimes I get quite fed up with her.
I just take it to heart, and never told her.
We weren't getting anywhere, I felt that we didn't know anything about each other after that 2 months and my instinct told me, I'll be better off with a person I like and who likes me.
Thats why I broke up.
Initially I felt a little bad, but when she sms me things after I break with her, I realise we really truly do not understand each other.
She made me feel guilty each sms that was sent.
She started say saying things like it's ok, I cry also no one care, nevermind one.
And she can be one min good one min bad like,
It's ok, no matter what you are my kor.
Then she can suddenly say something totally opposite, can't remember.
I delete the message as I just hate that kind of feeling.
She is making me feel horrible, but I do not want to care any more.
I love my doggy, I love her alot.
This is true, why?
Cause when I really like someone, I will really do stupid things.
I realized this when I like Wenhui that time.
And now, it's the same.
I really love you alot doggy!